doa utk ketenangan hATi

اللَهُمَّ إِنِّي أَسْأَلُكَ نَـفْسـاً بِكَ مُطْمَئِنَّـةً ، تُؤْمِنُ بِلِقَائِكَ، وَتَرْضَى بِقَضَـائِكَ ، وَ تَقْنَعُ بِعَطَائِكَ .

Maksudnya : “Ya Allah , aku memohon dariMu jiwa yang tenang , yang beriman dengan pertemuan denganMu , redha dengan ketentuanMu , dan merasa cukup dengan pemberianMu”

:((

“Never look back,” we said
How was I to know I’d miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn’t hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There’s just a thing or two I’d like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
‘Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
“Baby,” I said, “please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day”
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love’s all about
But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I’m back where I started again
Never thought it would end
You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

“Never look back,” we said
How was I to know I’d miss you so?

sesungguh aku sgt benci....
bukan benci pade dia....
tapi
benci pada diri aku sendiri....
arghhhhh... kenapa aku lemah?
kenapa aku bodoh?
baru je kene pujuk sikit... dah cair...
arghhhh... x kan senang mcm tu?

tadi... walaupun memujuk.... tapi dalam lembut... dia tetap salah kan aku...
aku penyebab semuanya...
tetap 'memuji' kawan2 nya...
errrr bongkak...
membuatkan aku bertambah2 ----.....tiada alasan! walau sakit hati... walau  marah dgn sikap aku..
tetap tidak menghalalkan korang menghina... atau memaki org lain....
korang kan berpelajaran.. ,, bersekolah agame.... ermmmm...

ermmmm... next week...
aku ade 2 paper....
aku takut...
setiap malam walaupun aku study.... x tido.... tapi aku mcm tak yakin...
uishhhh
OMG
semoga Allah ampun kan dosa2 aku.... dosa2 kawan2 aku...
permudahkan segala urusan kami....
aminnn

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